2008年11月3日星期一

第一百天

我还记得那一刻,
也许就是上天的安排,
让我回去见她的最后一面,
真得有点后悔当时没和她老人家多谈几句,
如今要也没有了。

第一百天,
我出“麻”也快一百天了,
也就是说我什么都可以吃了,
(但是我也没什么戒口)
很快我又变成胖嘟嘟了!
哈哈~
但是同时间也是我婆婆离去的一百天,
本来打算陪沙巴朋友在这里多几天的,
本来打算去TC玩水的,
本来打算去KL听演奏会的,
本来本来本来....
但是也是时候回家祭拜婆婆,
真得有点累了,
好想回家!!

这一百天里,
我也接受了婆婆的离去,
反而这样却让我觉得婆婆的存在是一场梦了,
一场从前的梦。
想到回家的那一刻,
心一定又是空荡荡的。
现在少了一个人叫我阿权,
少了一个将客家话的机会,
家中多了两间房,
整个家里更寂寞了。
现在开始发现,
家好象少了很多人...
哥,现在在外工作。
我,现在在外读书。
弟,现在也在外读书。
爸,总是在忙工作。
妈,刚得到一份新工作。
家中就只剩下妹妹和小弟了。
我想最幸福应该是小弟了,
因为家中没什么人管他了,
他一定有成为恶魔了!
这个放假我一定好好“照顾”他的!
哈哈~

发现一百天可以是很漫长,
也可以说是瞬间的,
人生的一百天就是这样过着过着...
老套一句,珍惜时间啊!!

7 条评论:

匿名 说...

Yeah, don't be so sad again.. cheer up, guy !!! And good luck for your final exam.

jess 说...

时间真的越走越快了……
很多想珍惜的东西都错过了,很多想给予更多爱的人也离开了……
是时候从梦里醒来,好好珍惜身边的人……
加油哦

匿名 说...

we could always wish them to have gone to a better place...

my grandparents passed away one by one for 2 consecutive year... both during my F6 years... just the other day, i had a dream... both of them sorta came to my dream...

i dreamt how my popo always pats my head while singing lullaby and my gonggong cook delicious food for me...

and i just realised, i also very long didnt go pay respect to them... immediately i called my mom wen i woke up, to book a time to go to the cemetery ><

may gonggong and popo rest in peace ^^
*a tiny tear falls on my cheek*

匿名 说...

cone on...
dunt like dat lah...
isn dat u always brin joy 2 every1?
u suppose to happy oso...
ur grandmum will oso wan u to b happy de...

100days...
not really long...
but oso not short...

wat is "chu ma"?
dunt worry lah...
want fat de...
so eat as much as u can...
hahaha...

ur exam till when?
i dunno wo...
gambateh...

kk_0416 说...

thai :
I not really consider "sad" lah ...
Just down ...May be because of the exam also ...haha ...

Jess :
珍惜眼前人啊~

Jaray :
Finally ....really great to c u drop comment here ...
Here to introduce Jaray is my dai lou ....haha ...
Ya ,we should always wish them ..Now i just leave 1 grandmum (mum side) ..
But only holiday day can c her .Duno this CYN will go back to Penang boh ....
U really good boy oo! ur Grandparent sure proud of u ....
But cant imagine how ur grandmum pat ur head , u so "huge" ...LOL....

Zhong :
Chu ma is measles ...
this is what i didnt tell u tat time loh ...Dun wan u worry mah~
haha ..

匿名 说...

huge ur head!

haha... i left my dad's mum... ahma... who stays with me...

thankz~ for d compliments "p

cheer up! after nex week... it's HALLELUYAH!!!

匿名 说...

more worry le...
u always like dat de...
haiz...
nvm lah...
most important dat u r ok...

i feel sad lo...
T.T