Should I or Shouldn't I???

U know ? Life become very B already , so what is B??B is bore become busy ....actually is a good change but still bore lah!!!
To be or not to be ,this is a sentence i learn form a movie ,i dont know the really meaning of it but i use to like say it . Why . Why! Why? Sometime the busy life really make us forget many thing even I also forgot who am I .Emptying ....
This Friday Im going back to KL ,should I use the word GOING BACK?Erm ...actually why I want go to KL??? Buy laptop? Visit friends? Go for a walk?Or.....no reason!!!! Really feeling like want go back to Cameron Highlands .I got home sick.!!!!Unbelieveble ....
Few days a go i get a msg say that my grandmum is very sick . That time really make me worry and i start thinking non-sense .....Nononono.....it should be all right!!!! Dun think too much .....
This few days also feel like very tried .May be really not enough sleep .....zzzzzzzzzz.............
Feeling not really well because of the weather? Or no music no fun????I want music .....